Pretending..

Pretending.. to be cheerful, when my heart is full of woe.
Pretending.. not to care, not to show the tears that flow.
Pretending.. to be joyful, a happy smile and glow.
But in my eyes, you can see my pain, pretending I dont know.

Prentending.. that it doesnt hurt, ignoreing, day by day.
That pain, will eat my heart inside and kill the love I gave.
Remembering the torture, remembering long, lost thoughts.
Pretending.. not to notice, the thoughtlessness of sorts.

Give a cheerful smile, gladen others hearts.
Showing.. warmth and joy, stop this loneliness that smarts.
Helping.. spread some love, shareing troubled paths.
Pretending.. my life is good, when this depression starts.

Hopeing.. for an answer, my wishes to be made.
Changes for the future, suffering waylaid.
Pretending.. that im happy, when this shadow, haunts my way.
Darkness, hides my heartache, the sins that I must pay. ~Seaopal