Monday, 14 May 2012
The Sea of Darkness
I’m drifting in a sea of murky, confusion,
The swirling, currents, trying to overwhelm me,
The blackened mass, clinging, pulling me down.
Failing in my attempt to keep afloat,
Drowning in this pain, this hurt,
The tears of bitter disillusionment and heartache.
Why must I go on?
Why must I keep suffering?
When the welcomed end, will bring me peace.
This dieing pain, will end my sorrow.
Scattered and fragmented thoughts,
Like a whirlpool, in my mind,
A turmoil of emotional, questions,
Desperately, searching for direction, for meaning, for truth.
Feeling lost, alone and confused.
Time’s standing still for me, slowly filtering past me,
While I watch the world go by. ~Seaopal
Nothing There!
Standing all alone, in the wilderness, raindrops in my hair, pouring down my cheeks, like teardrops.
Dancing with the ghost, holding thin air, clutching at nothing,
as I reach out my hands, for whats not there and can never be.
See the shadows disappear,
Watch the shadows fading,
Darkness all around,
Heart ache dissipating,
Falling to the ground,
Clutching at the soil,
Digging my open grave,
Digging my earthly toil.
Shadows embraceing. ~Seaopal
Sinking in the Shadows
Sinking in the shadows,
Sinking to the depths,
Drowning in my sorrow,
Deep, darkness, overwhelms me,
With nightmares of tomorrow.
Shadows looming, overhead,
Searching, stalking, watching me,
Creeping ever near,
Living off my fear.
As I’m engulfed, in yearning tears,
Emptyness, does threaten.
Love has vanished from my heart,
As icy fingers tighten.
Sucking out my soul,
These gripping, clenching hands,
Pulling out my spirit,
Squeezing lifeless glands.
At peace at last, and resting,
This depression, comes to end,
Buried deep, beneath the soil,
My heartache does descend.
Into the depths of hell. ~ Seaopal
Yearning...
Yearning... my body aches, this feeling deep inside ,
Yearning.. for your touch, the feelings i cant hide,
Wishing I could look into your eyes,
See the emotions deep inside,
Yearnings that I feel, an ache from top to toe,
Everytime I think of you, I wish you would' nt go,
The times we spend together,
Are times that I do treasure,
Happy and contented,
When we play and are connected,
Let us stay together, my soulmate keep forever,
Im yearning... for your heart,
Please let us never part. ~ Seaopal
Grounded!!
Down, down, dragging, down,
Its pulling me the ground,
The force of life diminishes,
As all worldly things, it finishes.
Gravity pulling me down,
I’m aching, falling, bound,
This earthly life, departing,
A new beginning, starting.
As winter takes its toll,
On us, our light, it stole,
And darkness does descend,
My spirit will transcend.
And crushing earth, does bury,
Deep beneath the soil,
This body that does wither,
Dies, and rots, despoil.
Now, my spirit, soars,
High into the skies,
The freedom that I relished,
My earthly life, defied.
Down, down, dragging, down,
Its pulling me the ground,
The force of life diminishes,
As all worldly things, it finishes. ~Seaopal
Missing You
I am hurting inside, this pain I cant hide.
My tears flowing still, for my love thats unreal.
Missing my soulmate, a hole in my heart.
That cannot be fixed, all the time were apart.
Im needing so much, the contact I crave,
When we are together, the raw pyschic wave.
That washes right over me, telling my soul,
That were meant to be, to make me feel whole.
Without your contact, its making me ill,
Im slowly dieing, this feeling I feel,
My empty heart, emotions so old,
From a time in the past, when we were so bold,
Our love for each other, was so strong,
We are bound together, our destinies belong.
Marz
Eternity binds us, through death it transcends,
through every lifetime, a love that does not end.
born and reborn, the search will go on
to find that soul to whom we belong.
Seaopal
Will this search never end,
the two souls to rejoin,
does this infinate search,
for the other descend,
is there no way,
to become as one,
to end this eternal search,
and heartache depend.
Marz
Prisoners of fate, it's just what we are.
living the life that was dealt in our cards.
Life is a gamble, so you never know
where the dice will stop, or where they will roll.
in this game of chance the odds have been given.
It's up to us to choose how we're living.
Seaopal
Theres no easy way, to be reconciled,
our lives have been chosen,
our life paths compiled,
and if the flow takes us,
in a certain way,
we have to follow, with no delay.
Marz
Though every so often, there's a fork in the road
which one to follow, what will unfold?
will it lead me to you, or lead me astray
will it make my trip quicker, or will it delay?? ~Marz and Seaopal ~ a duet
Haunted Eyes
Weak and lethargic,
lost and alone,
waiting for my love,
to take me home,
days seem barren,
empty and bare,
this isolation,
when your not there.
Haunted eyes,
they stare at me,
haunted eyes,
that cannot see,
the tears I cry,
when i think of you.
Haunted eyes,
they stare at me,
from your pictures place,
they seem to say,
a thousand words,
the picture of your face.
To see a smile,
light up your face,
a glow and gentle grace,
to here your voice,
whisper in my ear,
a sweet and gentle taste,
of the love we feel,
that seems so real,
though it can never be,
til our spirits are free.
our haunted lives,
complete will be. ~Seaopal
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