I live every day, in perpetual pain,
The hollow emptiness, of our separation,
This burning feeling, deep inside ,
Crying in desperation.
Continuation, tears run free,
Bleeding dreams, of you and me,
Lost eternity, my souls loss,
And now, its empty.
Feeling lost, im all alone,
Trying to cope, when no-ones home,
Hiding in the shadows, darkness all around,
Mists of dreams, been dashed, glistens on the ground,
Tears flowing freely ,
Lost hopes and dreams,
Bleeding heartaches, thunder,
Shattered heartaches , screams.
Broken dreams, and heartache,
My souls life it seems,
Futures hopes, are smashed,
Bitter teardrops, gleam. ~Seaopal
My heart feels heavy, low, beating slowly, sand s of time trickling softly, and waters gently flow. tidal waves lapping quietly, sun set s golden glow, while I sit here on my own, watching the world go by, it seems like im in a bubble, timeless, emotionless, watching the world rushing , this pointless, rushing, over and over again. time has no meaning to me anymore, i wait for the darkness to over take me, and my end to set me free.
I feel like im waiting, standing on the edge of a prescipice, looking into the darkness, I can't see whats ahead, I can't feel at all, numb, no direction, only knowing that there is an ending, and a beginning, of what? I do not know, a feeling of dread, anticipation, the calm before the storm, and what a storm, that will be, a dreadful storm, like i've not known before, and then,.... darkness, what is to be? where am I heading? I cant' see through this fog, fogging up my sight and mind, drowning my heart, with memories and sorrow.
One question,
Just one thing I wished I knew,
One question,
Keeps going through my mind and heart,
Why did we have to part?
Melancholy feelings,
Wishing that I knew,
Why did you have to leave me?
Why did you go away?
Why no message?
Telling me its through,
Why turn your back?
With no word or sound,
Never telling me ,
The words to be found,
I thought our love was real,
For eternity,
Everlasting ecstacy ,
Love knows, no bounds,
One question,
Just one thing I wished I knew,
One question,
Keeps going through my mind and heart,
Why did we have to part? ~Seaopal
Hiding in my thoughts,
Biding my time,
I watch, and observe,
Listening to opinions,
Learning from experiances,
I see,
Everyday life,
People, minding their own business,
Looking vacant,
As they rush around.
I sit , and stare,
A fleeting glimps, into their lives
Pictures, flash before my eyes,
As thier thoughts flit, through my mind.
I feel,
How they feel.
Emotional pain,
Confusion, frustration.
No, material gain,
A busy hive of activity,
Racing around,
Seeming never to be complete,
This mundane,empty, existance.
I sit, and watch,
Invisable to the eye.
There, but their not aware,
Silent and quiet.
Unable to utter a word,
My thoughts trapped, in my throat,
Choking me,
As they tumble from my mind.
Unable to communicate, and misunderstood,
How i really feel.
Stuck in a limbo of lands,
Adrift in two worlds,
Never belonging.
Asleep, in a dream state,
My spiritual awareness, dozes,
and awaits my freedom. ~Seaopal
I am...the wind, from the east,
Swirling about you, the cool draft,
Rushing through your hair,
The droplets of myst, caressing your cheeks, your eyes, your lips,
The vortex of feeling and emotion, flowing through your body.
I am... the sensation, the dizzying breath,
That touches your senses, causing a shiver down your spine,
As the chill prickles your skin,
The icy blast, whistling a soul full tune, of peace and love,
The balm that heals your soul.
Goose bumps start to tingle, as my spirit takes its form,
Shimmering, starlight dust, a bright, alluring storm,
Like a phoenix, rising, from the ashes, a gust of air, rushing to the skies,
Clouds sending highlights, glisten in my eyes.
My spirit, floating freely, times standing, still,
A bubble of emotions, drifting, a fleeting, gentle, sigh.
I am... the energy of love,
Pulsating beams of light,
Every beat of my heart,
Pounding through my veins,
Vibrating, strands of power,
as waves, ripple through the night.
I am... the inspiration,
One, with all creation,
No longer, living , separation,
Awakening, activation.
I am... the wind, from the east,
Swirling about you, the cool draft,
Rushing through your hair,
The droplets of myst, caressing your cheeks, your eyes, your lips,
The vortex of feeling and emotion, flowing through your body.
I am... the sensation, the dizzying breath,
That touches your senses, causing a shiver down your spine,
As the chill prickles your skin,
The icy blast, whistling a soul full tune, of peace and love,
The balm that heals your soul. ~Seaopal
