Sleepily,
staring at the ceiling, of my darkening, bedroom, I could see, flashes of
flickering, sparkles, white lightening, lights , illuminating, the darkness,
dispersing the shadows. Feeling, sensing
the energy, of the apparition that was manifesting, before my eyes.
I could make
out a vague shape, a white horse, stamping its feet, and moving from side to
side in agitation. I thought,
telepathically, to the apparition, Holographically sensing, the details, of the
horse, more than, actually seeing it.
“ Can I see
you? manifest for me, please,” “um”,
then, feeling apprehensive, “ “on second thoughts, maybe best I see you,
energetically, holographically,
telepathically.” Still to scared, to
actually see, even though, I have seen manifestations, before, with my eyes
open.
So settling
back comfortably, in my bed, all the time sending out loving intentions, I
closed my eyes, and looked in the direction, of the light and energy, I was
sensing.
I saw, in my
third eye vision, energetically, with my eyes shut, a wonderful, white blue
light, glowing softly, hovering above my bed slightly, to my right, the
apparition gradually, manifested more brightly, and I saw it was sitting on or
part of a white horse, I could make out what could be ragged, white wings, or a white cloak. Seeming to float, silently, softly.
“
Beautiful”, I breathed a sigh, smiling, as I thought, telepathically to the
Angel.
Then, I
asked, who he was, as I looked through my third eye vision, he turned his head
slightly, which was covered in a soft white
hood, the flickering, glow, shone briefly, on his face, “OH”
I said out loud, as I caught a glimpse, of the bleached white bones, of
his jaw. O.O recognising the angel of death.
Panicking a
little, “ekk”, was my time up, was he here for me? I asked him, silently in my
mind, my heart beating wildly, thumping so loudly, I could nt hear myself
think. My whole body and bed vibrating with my heartbeat. He
floated, briefly near to me, then, silently faded away.
Now ,
obviously, to scared now to go to sleep, thinking this was it for me. My thoughts in chaos, I got out of bed and
put my pyjamas, on, not wanting my family, to find me in bed,dead ,naked, eww,
o.o , then, I needed a wee, so got up,
my son was still awake, so had a cuddle, went back to bed again, to try to
sleep, had a sip of water, mouth was
dry, and then, needed another, wee. So up and down, 4 times, nervously.
My higher
self, then, started to try to reason with me, as I was still panicking thinking
I would die in my sleep. Anyway I gradually, drifted into a deep sleep at
midnight, after much praying, and reasoning with myself, my main, worries
being, about leaving, my boys, and sister, knowing, how heartbroken, they would,
be, but also, knowing, that I have to detach, myself and let go, in love as one
day, will have to leave, them.
Thankfully, woke up at 6am, :D my times not up yet, but
was a lesson, a test for me, also a sign.
A few weeks,
before, I had seen, Arch Angel Michael, in a vision, on a white horse, whilst I
had been meditaing, under my tree, in the fields, he had saluted me, with his
sword. Now ive seen the Angel of Death, on a white horse, thankfully, he didn’t point at me, and
incidently, he doesn’t, look anything like the depictions of the Grim Reaper,
on the tv, and movies.
I will leave
you to surmise, what the message may have meant…..
